It's been eight years since we have fallen in love, starting right here on thoughts. Phone calls, visits, FB and nearly constant contact since then. I am happily married .. what a great lady ... and yet, there are times that I am so in love with you ... and my heart aches so bad. And yes, my lady knows. She is incredible. I love her, too. The waves roll in and out. At this moment, your wave is rolling in.
I have never experienced what I have with you. The connection is so strong, and at times it is so painful knowing you chose to stay with a man you do not love because of your children and the harm it would do to them. I am not here to argue that .. it always as been your choice.
I just so ache to have you in my arms again. To talk to you daily. To know the depths of you. To embrace and accept all of you. I do all of that from a distance, but I am not perfect ... I want touch, and sounds of you, the smell of your hair, the lightness of your voice, the melody of your laugh, the essence of you to fill my days.
Yea, I would love to live with you and yours and my lady ... that would be heaven. Perhaps in another life time.